I am having a good week class-wise, but my body is fighting against me. I reached a point of feeling unable to lift my own legs to stand up before dance today, and once I did, even I could see that I didn’t look well- pale, yellowy, tired…
I hate hate HATE feeling so pathetic, but I am hanging on until I reach a weight where I can settle with stopping. My point is realistic, as I have maintained on my goal weight before, but a voice in the back of my mind is screaming that the ed is just tricking. Is there ever an end?
anadancer 
There’s never an end with an ED. I hope you feel better. ❤
Thanks! In fact I’m talking to someone at my college tomorrow just to get it all off my chest… much needed I think!!x
I agree with lucia0488, I don’t think there is an end with ed…..at all.
((hugs))
Thanks. I just keeping reminding myself that my current feelings are just that: current, and so they will pass soon x