There is one very scary thought playing on my mind right now: not knowing whether or not I will have the funding to continue studying next year.
Getting a place at a good performing arts school is massively competitive, and after managing it last year, I’m terrified that money will stop me carrying on. I work hard, I have passion & I have got good marks so far….how is it fair that the government gives university students with poor grades a loan for a degree, but no loan for the institution I am at?
I hate that this situation is so out of my control. It is just so so so unfair and unsettling. I really hope that a solution appears, because this is what I am supposed to be doing. I don’t want to do anything else with my life, and I shouldn’t have to now that I’ve come this far…
On a happier note, I have held myself together (sort of) despite all this crap going around in my head today.