So last night everything became too much. I sat on the kitchen floor, crying, shaking, breathing fast and feeling dizzy and trapped until the early hours. I don’t remember the last time I felt that alone. I wanted not to be here, for everything to go away. I woke up this morning with a headache and was so emotionally messed up that I couldn’t go to college.
Pretty crap to be honest.
After a day of being alone most of the time I am ready to face tomorrow. It WILL be a better day, I need to just keep going until my life is less stressful and I can sort my head out more. Right now I just don’t have the time or energy, but I have to keep getting through each day somehow.
Time for bed I think..
anadancer 
This was exactly how I felt on Sunday night. I wanted more than anything to just escape from everything around me. Yesterday was not a whole lot better and I actually skipped out on a doctors appointment this morning. But like you I’m confident that tomorrow will be a better day and it will be if you want it to be.
So sorry you felt this way – I know this condition so well!! You did the right thing though by taking it easy and staying in! Sometimes we just need to rest. I can only say you’ve got the right attitude to get through this stress – if you’re going through hell keep going [only then you’ll eventually reach the end of it] ~W.Churchill.
I hope today will be better, wish you a great day ❤