So last night everything became too much. I sat on the kitchen floor, crying, shaking, breathing fast and feeling dizzy and trapped until the early hours. I don’t remember the last time I felt that alone. I wanted not to be here, for everything to go away. I woke up this morning with a headache and was so emotionally messed up that I couldn’t go to college.
Pretty crap to be honest.
After a day of being alone most of the time I am ready to face tomorrow. It WILL be a better day, I need to just keep going until my life is less stressful and I can sort my head out more. Right now I just don’t have the time or energy, but I have to keep getting through each day somehow.
Time for bed I think..