Today has been a day where I was craving reassurance from others, but one of my goals is not to do that as much. That being said, I cannot count how many times I looked in the mirror today.
Does my collar look prominent enough?
Is the bottom of my ribcage sticking out like I like it to be?
What do my hip bones feel like?
Just 3 of the ever burning questions on my mind. I know that I can see x bones, but I don’t trust my own eyes. It’s ludicrous.
The photo below is about 4/5 months old now, so I should be smaller, or at least not bigger than here. It was taken on one of the best days, although I do remember feeling very fat that afternoon.
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In the pic here you look amazing! Your legs are perfect. I wish my body looked like that. I can see your collarbone (I like that look too) and you look so lean and thin….I think you look great. I wouldn’t even want to be thinner.
Thanks for commenting! The hard part is that nothing with an eating disorder feels enough does it! You always think it will be good enough at X point, but it doesn’t seem that way when it happens. Thank you for making me think my mind is getting the best of me xo