I’m excited, my ED is scared. 

As I type this, I’m on the plane to Tenerife. Goodbye England for 6 whole months! **now posting this from my room using the hotel wifi!**

Extremely excited to arrive, enjoy the sunshine, and start this new adventure. My ED however, isn’t quite on the same page. In fact, pretty much all my fears regarding my job and this new part of my life revolve around my body or food.What if I’m the biggest? What if I really struggle to eat the food? What if my dietitian comes up with a plan I’m not ok with? What if I gain lots of weight?  

And what if is the problem entirely. Of course I can’t guarantee answers to those questions, but I can guarantee that my dietitian/therapist will respond via whatsapp if something comes up that I need to query. Hopefully having that person there in my corner will help me to calm myself over the ED stuff.  

On a totally different note, they do food doctors cous cous pots on the plane. #winner

Hope everyone is having a great day 💕

4 thoughts on “I’m excited, my ED is scared. 

  1. You should be so proud of yourself for this! How amazing! What an adventure! I’m sure it’s not going to be all roses and sunshine, but you are strong enough, and with support, you can work through anything this challenge throws at you! Do what you want, not your ed, you’ve got this! Take care xoxo

  2. Xxx I’m just back from the tour I was on! Dance and freedom to eat are great and worth fighting for 🙂 I’m excited for you ! I’m so glad you’ve got people in your corner to fight with you X you deserve the freedom to enjoy and love your life and eating regularly and allowing yourself to rest give you that! Take it moment by moment and enjoy ! Looking forward to hearing more as you go xxx Em

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