Food is hard. Being away from family for Christmas is hard. My body image stress is challenging.
That’s all the difficult stuff out the way, so now for the whole point of this post: the good times. I’m writing this at 1am because I am happy right now and I want to do this while I’m in the mood!
Tonight’s show was amazing. Tonight is why I do what I do, and I feel like I’m doing the right thing. Somebody approached me after and said I was fantastic (really touched by it) and I then spent some time with some kids who I’ve bonded with over the course of their holiday here. Lovely children & lovely that they all appreciated all the things we did together.
Today I danced more numbers in the show than I’ve had in any show thus far, and it’s great to walk away feeling it was good (not perfect but I never think it’s the best it can be!)
Performing has given me freedom from my eating disorder for an evening. Thank you universe!
Sweet dreams everyone xoxo