Still getting over the flu, still waiting for an awful colleague to move out of the apartment, and still worried about the arrival of a new person on Tuesday.
I’m so bored of coughing and constantly requiring tissues! I feel like I’ve hardly done anything except work and sleep for these last 3 weeks, and of course, lack of going to the gym makes me anxious. I can’t cope with being the biggest of the 3 girls.
My Dad is visiting me, and we are off to the beach later to enjoy the weather. Might well need another nap while I’m there! My moods are extremely up and down. I’ve felt both really happy and equally sad in the few hours I’ve been awake today. I want to be positive and feel like I’m improving myself each day, but I also have the urge to be “good enough” at anorexia. How do you let go if you feel like you have to finish what you started?