Today wasn’t the best to be frank. I feel stressed, fat, like I should’ve restricted more etc etc. I wish I thought my anorexia was real. The countdown until I see my mum is going fast, and it’s essential that I’m small when I go back. I can’t cope with that not being the case.
I’m going to attempt to find something I did well today for #5adayprogress, but to be fair, it’s gonna be a struggle.
2. Got out the house in my break at work
3. Had a nice warm up before the show with my own music (but I feel crap about the show so why did I bother)
Can’t think of anymore.
All I want tomorrow is to dance well, eat an amount I feel ok about, and just not feel like this.