Some days went by. Oops.
I keep having extreme dips in my mood during the afternoons. This is the time when I feel fatter, more hopeless, unmotivated and useless. Then I do the show for the night and usually feel different afterwards. Logically I realise food could have something to do with this, but I simply feel I shouldn’t need higher intake to feel better.
Today I feel I haven’t achieved much, so I might have to include the days I missed in this…
1. Booked a massage
2. Worked on a dance step I want to improve in the gym
3. Took a walk on my free afternoon (yesterday)
4. Did laundry (sunday)
I can’t even come up with another one. I’m not in the right frame of mind. At the moment I’m trying to improve certain areas of my life, while not doing so in others. It’s like one fighting the other, and I don’t know if it’s possible to do both. Perhaps I will write about it when I feel more like talking about it.
Night for now