Emotional

Something that has been important is ending. While I know that a piece of me will ALWAYS miss it, I am excited for what comes next. I am so grateful, even though I have told them and they won’t see this anyway, for everything that I have learned.
I am a completely different person to a couple of years ago, and the way that this has helped me both now and will help me in future is enormous. All of my prospects are largely down to all of those who have kept me going… thank you. My ability to take genuine not eating disorder control in some situations is something that is slowly making progress happen. Sooner rather than later, I hope that good days can outnumber the bad.
I feel lucky.. very very lucky. Most people never get to arrive at the viewpoint I have been guided toward.